&& There's that one moment, the one moment when you've figured out how much you've really let go,
how much you've grown. It takes you back a step and makes you think. It’s that moment when you can't look back, yet you can't seem to look too far into the future. It’s that moment when you realize you're living for yourself and no one else.
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? and didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives..the ones that bring back our childhoods, best friends, first love, first broken heart, and the memories.
what do you do when you really dont know what to do?
if you can make someone smile, just with a story or a joke, you're doing pretty good. if you can light up a face, simply by walking in the room, you've got talent.
Time never had a chance to heal your heart Just a number always counting down to a new start
Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard, you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it
She has future plans and dreams at night. When they tell her life is hard, she says "that's alright."
If we all threw our problems in a pile & saw everyone else`s ; we`d grab ours back.
sometimes we just need to get out, to get away & forget everything, in order to realize that what we have really isnt that bad
sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.
because you're young, you're torn between a world of hate and a world of dreams. so much to lose, so much to gain, so much to fight for, so much to change.
she's tough. she tries to hide it. she's difficult. but if you make the effort, she's worth it she's worth the effort.
What you see is only half of what I am. I have a hundred different faces, a million different personalities. Only a part of me is what I show you. I display a fraction of my true self. Everything is just a facade. It’s not the truth of me. You don’t know me. You never will.
Imagine how many stories are hidden under just one smile
We live the life of an unfinished novel, still waiting to be written. Depending on how long we live, the longer the chapters. Depending on how interesting we are, the more we appeal to others. We're often judged by our covers. Sometimes, some people decide to just quit reading us. We're just forgotten until someone finds us. Our characters can develop throughout the novel, but our chapters can never be edited.
they say time heals everything, but i'm still waiting.
Sometimes you build up these walls, you build & you build & you think they`re so strong, but then someone can come along & tip them over with only his fingers, or the weight of his breath..
Like branches of a tree, we grow in different directions Yet our roots remain as one. Each of our lives will always be a special part of the others
There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown. Things you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard, & sometimes never even felt.
Bottom line, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. The big moments are gonna come, you can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts, that's when you find out who you really are.
The days will always be brighter because he existed. The nights will always be darker because he’s gone. And no matter what people say about grief and about time healing all wounds, the truth is: there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken away.:::those two quotes touched me a lot...loosing my Dad still is difficult, but these quotes help:::
i don't know where i'm going with my life, but i hope it's somewhere wonderful.
The worst battle is between what you know and how you feel.
Take chances, a lot of them. Cause honestly, no matter where you end up & with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are, you learn & grow with each choice you make, everything is worth it. Say how you feel.. Always. be you, & be okay with it.
it's amazing how you can keep so much hurt bottled up inside of you and walk around, and no one has any idea.
Awkward moments define me. I'd sleep all day if I could. I lack the capability to keep my mouth closed. Yeah, everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent ones. If you don't like me, don't act like you do, it really won't offend me. I`ve made mistakes. I`ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But I`ve learned from my bad choices & even though there are some things I can never get back & people who will never be sorry, I`ll know better next time & I won`t settle for anything less than I deserve.
And in the end I might be smiling, but that doesn't mean that I'm okay.
i have l e a r n e d that while those who speak about one's miseries usually hurt, those who keep silent hurt more
when i cry at night, the only thing i can think to myself about is how i can seem so perfectly fine in the morning. why do i smile like nothing is wrong? and how does not one single person notice that i'm not okay?
I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow & learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell; it still helped me learn. I've learned to just accept the things that are given to me in life & not question things too much. I've learned not to take things too seriously because it just stresses a person out too much, & that, like many other things will give you cancer! I've learned to accept certain things, suck it up, kept my head up, & continued on with life as if nothing happened, like it didn't bother me at all. I learned that I had to change that sentence because if you pretend that nothing happened, you will never learn from your mistakes. I've learned that you have to make mistakes in order to learn from them. I've learned that you can't depend on anyone else but yourself, so in the end all you really have is yourself. I know that whatever doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.
I might seem like the cheerful, dramatic, average teenager on the outside; but on the inside, I'm slowly dying, and no one notices what's happening to me.
The things about life that I've learned is that you're going to get hurt. You're going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You're going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like you're alive again. Life just kind of restarts.
Hold on girls, just be strong, things can still be right, even if they feel wrong.
You've got to tell yourself the truth before you tell anyone else.
why be concerned with things you have no control over? what good is it to worry when you never really know what's going to happen, tomorrow is just another day. you'll find your way & you'll be okay.
I'm not really who I thought I was, or who I thought I'd be
all she wants is a hint of hope
Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.
I remember when I used to be the happiest, loudest, spunkiest person alive. Nothing could get me down for very long. I smiled all the time and laughed nonstop. I still see glimpses of that girl sometimes, but not much. I miss her.
I know that there are some things you just can't change.
I know that there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings.
I know that hurt feelings build walls.
I know that some people connect once & are bonded for a lifetime.
I know that in a different time & place we were those people.
I know that being "friends again" can be more difficult than not speaking at all.
I know that twists of fate bring people together & sometimes
"everything happens for a reason " breaks them apart.
I know that I'll never forget you, for you'll always have a place in my heart.
At the end of the day, you either focus on what seperates you... or what holds you together
Ive changed. Hard to imagine isnt it? Im different now. I dont cry. I dont smile. I changed my hair too. Do you like it? I do. And maybe it hurts being this numb. But then again you dont feel anything. Nothing at all. Except at night sometimes, when I begin to realize that Im completely alone.
Just know that it gets hard sometimes. The nights when you just don't want to try anymore. The lonely days you spend looking out of your window. Those moments you have where everything seems to be falling down. |But remember: every minute that passes by, you have a chance to make it better. make life amazing.
If you're feeling frightened about what comes next, don't. Embrace the uncertainty. Allow it to lead you places. Be brave as it challenges you to exercise both your heart & your mind as you create your own path towards happiness, don't waste time with regret. Spin wildly into your next action. Enjoy the present, each moment, as it comes ; cause you'll never get another one quite like it. & if you should ever look up, & find yourself lost, simply take a breath & start over. Retrace your steps & go back to the purest place in your heart..where your hope lives. You'll find your way again.
Maybe I need someone to talk to, maybe I'm the lost girl who everyone sees as the girl who has things in order, who has their whole life ahead of them. Maybe I'm really not that girl, maybe I'm the girl that is crying out for help and bleeds from the heart. The girl who has unshed tears and hides her emotions, maybe because I'm the girl who has been hurt so much to know that very few people in your life, you'll actually be able to trust. Maybe I'm the girl who has finally realized the world spends too much time looking on the outside, ignoring the inside where the real you is. So the world could never truly understand. Yeah...I'm that girl.
When someone seems down, go out of your way and talk to them, really try and help them out. Or if they want to talk to you, take every word seriously and listen. You never know if theyre planning for that day to be their last. But you being there for them, could extend that day, to a fulfilled lifetime
Be kind to everyone, you may not be able to save a person, but at least you weren't one of the people who didn't try.
it happens to everyone as they grow up... you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. and so you keep the memories, but you find yourself moving
it's hard to believe it when i say, "...i know how you're feeling" but sometimes people really do.
there are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others & those we hide from ourselves.
i think that everybody just needs someone to believe in them. someone to think theyre beautiful, someone to think theyre amazing, you need that person, and i can be that for you.
have faith that things work for the best.. that whatever sent us off in different directions is the very same thing that will bring us back together.
She will smile that smile and she will laugh that laugh She will look at you and say With a perfectly straight face that everything is fine. But in her heart; in her soul and in her head. It's not. Nothing is, but that doesn't matter. Because she's going to suck it up and hide it all Because she doesn't want to burden any one else with her problems and her fears; she's done listening to liars who say they care.
There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger, and just live a little better.
you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people who really love you, the people that need you.
right now i'm young and i'm just trying to figure out what i want.
She's completely Unexplainable You think she's A good girl But when you Get to know her She's everything She's crazy She's funny She's honest & You'll never Know what she Will do next.
You shouldn't feel guilty for remembering...
The past made you who you are.
You need to remember.
It's a requirement
Smile when it hurts,
That way, people won`t worry.
ts okay. Its okay to want someone you cant have. Its okay to keep friendships when you dont want them, or want something more. Its okay to cry when you're hurt, & its okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, its always gonna be okay. Thats just how it works. Sometimes, things dont always work out the way you want them to, & a lot of times, it seems like they never will. But its okay, thats how lifes suppose to go. Its all about learning how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road & waiting til they're smooth again. Its all about forgiving & forgetting. Its all about waiting & wishing. Thats just how life is.
Don’t let anyone make you feel
Like you don’t deserve what you want
Most of the time we cant tell whats wrong with
Somebody by just looking at them. After all, they
Can look perfectly fine on the outside while their
Insides tell us a different story
Just because she doesn’t show it
Doesn’t mean she is not hurting inside
Sometimes it`s hard to look in the mirror. To see that face that everyone says is so pretty but it just looks plain to me. Sometimes it`s easier to wake up & forget your dreams cause life..you can`t do that. The easiest thing to do in life is be depressed. The hardest thing to do is to get up & say to yourself "Things will get better" even though your never convienced by that. But it helps to pretend. Sometimes I sit back & watch everyone cry out for attention, & everyone else goes "Oh they`re retarded." But I think..why go to that length to get attention? Maybe they really need it? Sometimes, I wake up in the morning & say to myself, "If I give up today, I promise I`ll always get back up tomorrow & try again." Cause sometimes trying to be a saint & sticking with the most stubborn of people, it makes it easier to look in that mirror.
She`s telling everyone lies
About how she feels inside.
She can`t stand the way things are now.
She only wants it all to change.
Smile.
Let everyone know that today
You are a lot stronger
Than you were yesterday
And they say we'll never see half as much
as they did. It's true that we never saw Vietnam
or World War Two. We didn't see our mother's cry
when John F. Kennedy died, but we've lived our
whole lives being told that we're just not good
enough. We've seen anorexia and bulimia because
skinny just isn't skinny enough. We saw Columbine
and watched the Twin Towers fall. We've seen a
lot of greed and even more hate. Our generation
fights a different kind of war but we've seen just
as much as them.. and maybe even more.
She says she's fine, but shes going insane.
She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
She says its nothing, but its really a lot.
She says she's okay, but really she's not.
I can't take it anymore.
Everyone thinks
Im indestructible,
The girl who never flinches,
The girl who always
Has a smile on her face,
The girl who's gone through nothing,
The girl who has no scars,
And I'm so tired of it.
I don't want to live behind a wall of laughter
& smiles anymore;
I want people to understand me,
I want people to understand how
Hard it is to be me sometimes
& have to deal with all this crap
& still be expected to be happy.
It's not fair; why can everyone else
Can just fall apart
But I have to keep it together?
She's a summer girl.
She likes things simple
& she hates drama.
She wishes that she could
Wear flip-flops year round
& she hates being cold.
She's moody during the winter
Cause things are usually falling apart.
But then summer comes, it always does.
& she realizes that she has true friends,
& that nothing can beat those summer days
& nights that are spent
With the waves crashing
& the sand between her toes.
You can plaster that fake smile on your face;
You can make that fake laugh
Come out of your mouth.
You can keep the tears
From running out of your eyes.
But eventually you're going to break;
Eventually you will cry,
And the hard thing is
You know its true and you cant change it
Im just going to be me, the me
When we were friends.
Really good friends and
Im kind of hoping we become
Really good friends again.
And we can act like I never
Fell in love with you
She won't tell you about her problems
Because she is too scared
To face them herself
You would never guess
A girl so happy on the outside
Is breaking down on the inside
A girl who laughs her head off
Everyday in school
You would never guess she is covering up
The million tears behind her smile
YOU WERE GIVEN THIS LIFE
BECAUSE
YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO LIVE IT
That is really important to remember. Just look at how you've overcome your obsticals, only you could've overcome them like that
Sometimes, you just need to be alone.
Sometimes, not even your best friend needs to know.
Sometimes, you need to put up the walls
So you can examine yourself in the peace & quiet.
Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade away,
Leaving only the silence & you; that's it.
I'm putting my walls back up,
Never tearing them down again or letting people through.
I should have never let you.
we often turn to music as our way out, but sometime silence could take us farther then music could ever do.
If you knew me yesterday,
Please don't think that
I'm the same person that you`re meeting today.
I have experienced more of life,
I have encountered new depths in those I love,
I have suffered and prayed...
And I'm different.
There was a girl I used to know,
But I haven't seen her in a while.
She was beautiful,
Smart, confident, free-spirited.
She could turn an uneasy silence
Into a conversation.
She could turn tears into laughter,
Her bright eyes could light up a room
& give comfort & hope.
She could make you smile
Just like that,
& she could even make you cry,
Just like that.
She felt like she could change the world,
Paint it different colors.
She could conquer anything.
She believed in fairy tales,
Dreams, & love.
Until that day,
When he took his love away from her.
Her smiled faded & turned to tears,
& now that the tears have run dry
She feels empty. lonely,
Even though she's not alone.
Her pride has faded,
Her hope seems lost.
She doubts herself,
No longer feels worthy or beautiful.
Now the silence is her own.
Her eyes have dulled,
Her laugh is forever changed.
The colors she tries to paint
Are now dried up & gray.
Her dreams have disappeared,
Her fairy tale is just a memory
That's long gone.
All cause he took his love away.
I miss that girl.
I wonder if she'll ever be the same?
There's a difference between letting go
And pretending you've forgotten.
You can't keep running away.
From what you're trying to find.
I can laugh all I want,
Inside I'm still empty
Im good at everything
Even acting
Can't you tell??
Nothing is ever
How we dream it
Always fight
Until you can't fight anymore
And then...
Be fought for
You think this is fair?
Nothing is ever fair.
Look around you-
Every person you see
Can give you 100 different reasons
Why nothing is ever fair.
we get so caught up thinking our life is so bad. Life is life, ALL OF US are constantly experiencing the good and bad...I mean if it wasn't for the bad we wouldn't be able to really appreciate the good right?
Theres always a point
In a person's life
When they dont know
What to do...
A-n-Y-m-O-r-E
You cant lose something
That you never had
To begin with...
What do you do....
When everything you have worked
So hard to forget comes right back
And slaps you across the face?
People ask me why it is so hard
For me to trust people...
I ask people why it is so hard
For them to keep promises
You have to know who you are Before you give part of yourself away.
Focus on the problem
And you get distressed
Focus on yourself
And you get depressed
Focus on God
And you get rest
Have a good cry
Wash your heart out
If you keep it inside
It will tear you apart
Everybody cries...
And everybody hurts sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong
If you feel like letting go
..H.O.L.D...O.N..
Time, why you punish me?
Like a wave bashing into the shore
You wash away my dreams
Time, why you walk away?
Like a friend with somewhere to go
You left me crying
Can you teach me about tommorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free?
Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time
Time, I don't understand
I dont know what I want and I pretend not to want the things that I know I do want. That way no one gets hurt except me. But the lines are so crossed and blurred at this point, that I really dont know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy...
I wish everyone didn't have
Such high expectations of me
Because it's bad enough I let myself down
I don't need to let everyone else down too
I used to have a handle on life
Then the damn thing broke
All you need
Is a little trust
To set you free
She finally let go of her fake smile
And the tears slowly rolled down her face
As she whispered to herself
"I dont want to be me."
I know that it will
work out and get easier
but it sucks that
it may not work out
the way I want it to
Don't ask. I don't wanna talk about it
because I don't wanna cry anymore.
They say what doesn't kill you
Will make you stronger
Well maybe some of us
Are tired of being so damn strong
I've dealt with my ghosts
And faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
Found my strength in moments of weakness
Finally at peace with myself
I've been burdened the blame
And trapped in the past for too long
I'm m.o.v.i.n.g on
Stand up where ever you are
Go to the nearest window
and yell as loud as you can
"I'm mad as hell &
I'm not going to take it anymore!"
Tonight I think I'll wish on a different star
It seems to me that obviously
My stars aren't working tonight
This is your life-
Are you who you want to be?
No matter what happens and how bad things seem today
Life does go on and it will be better tomorrow
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